Tuesday, October 26, 2021

Diaries show literary giant Stefan Zweig’s inner turmoil as Nazis stormed Europe

From timesofisrael.com

Unearthed journals reveal how the Jewish novelist who died by suicide in 1942 foresaw ‘dangerous, embattled times’ in the 1930s, his mental health declining with Hitler’s advance

LONDON — “I have just decided to resume keeping a diary after a many-year lapse,” begins Stefan Zweig’s entry for Thursday, October 22, 1931. “My motivation for doing so stems from my premonition that we are heading towards dangerous, embattled times that would be a good idea to record.”

While the Austrian Jewish literary giant — one of Europe’s most popular interwar writers — did not foresee the scale of the catastrophe ahead, Zweig’s fear of the rise of fascism proved chillingly accurate. That fear, moreover, hangs over his diaries of the period, which have recently been released for the first time in English.

“Diaries 1931-1940” throws a fascinating light not just on Zweig’s deepening sense of foreboding about the slide towards nationalism and authoritarianism, but also his professional and personal insecurities, and active social life.

A novelist, playwright and essayist, Zweig’s works include biographies and studies of Marie Antoinette, Charles Dickens and Honoré de Balzac, as well as the novellas “Letter from an Unknown Woman,” “Amok” and “Fear.”

Perhaps the diaries’ darkest passages, which appear to foretell the novelist’s suicide in Brazil in 1942, are those Zweig wrote in the UK during the spring and early summer of 1940 as the Nazis swept through France and the Low Countries and an invasion of Britain appeared imminent.

“If the Germans invade after the fall of France, I don’t want to fall into their hands alive; I am very aware of what would happen in such a circumstance,” he confides to his diary on June 2, 1940. “Back in my youth… I could never have imagined that closing in on my sixtieth birthday I would end up being hunted down like a criminal.”

Undated portrait of Austrian novelist, playwright, journalist and biographer Stefan Zweig. (AP Photo)

Nor were these fleeting feelings. A week later, as the German advance in France continued, Zweig writes: “I don’t want to go on anymore: I only hesitate regarding how to impose that decision.” When he contemplated the Nazis installing the British fascist leader Sir Oswald Mosley at the head of a post-invasion puppet government, Zweig — who, had already written of his relief to have “a special little vial ready in case what I’ve foreseen happens” — again returned to thoughts of suicide. “Our life has now been destroyed for many decades to come and I don’t have many decades left; I don’t want to have them.”

Indeed, one of the diary’s last entries contains the words: “There is chilling news: the swastika is flying from the Eiffel Tower! Hitler’s troops are standing guard at the Arc de Triomphe! Life is not worth living. I am almost 59 and the coming years will be terrible: why suffer through so much humiliation.”

Even with the full horror of the Nazis’ attempts to annihilate European Jewry yet to unfold, Zweig’s fears about his fate after a German invasion were by no means unfounded. Appalled by the growth of national socialism in his native Austria, Zweig went into exile in Britain in 1934, but he remained on the Nazis’ radar: his books were banned, citizenship revoked and his name and address in London entered into the notorious “Black Book” — a hit list of prominent Britons and refugees whom the SS intended to round up after it occupied the UK.

Zweig kept private notes and diaries intermittently throughout his life. However, they did not come to light for more than four decades after his death when they were published in Germany in 1984. The new publication, which contains entries for 1931, 1935, 1936, 1939 and 1940, will be joined later this year by diaries for the years 1912-1914. Publisher Ediciones 98 will subsequently release two further volumes covering World War I.

The diaries, says editor Jesús Blázquez, “allow us to learn about Stefan Zweig’s work and authentic opinions in a new and different way, from very private, sincere notes expressing his true feelings and revealing very personal matters.”

“He was writing for himself only, with no intention to publish, and was therefore unhampered by concerns over acceptability or the ultimate consequences of his writing,” Blázquez says.

A grim future

Zweig’s pessimism about the fascist threat is evident from the outset of his 1931 diary. “The political panorama looks grim,” he writes in October 1931. And, referring to the armed far-right militia formed shortly after WWI: “The Heimwehr acting out in the open worries me. It is all causing me to become obsessed with finding a temporary refuge.” Days later, as the economic crisis worsened, Zweig penned: “I am sure there’s another coup brewing, and I think it will be successful.”

On a trip from Paris to London four years later — by which time he had fled Austria and Hitler was installed in power — Zweig’s apprehensions about the future had grown. “Each new day we are more prepared for a new cataclysm, always feeling that low underground rumble in our hearts,” he notes. “We are constantly seeing the straight being made crooked and the plain being made rough. It’s as if a drunken madman has taken hold of the world’s rudder and is sending us zigzagging into the abyss.”

German soldiers try to dislodge snipers in Warsaw during the Nazi invasion of Poland in September 1939 in World War II. 
(AP Photo)

A false reprieve

By September 1939, Zweig’s decade-long sense of dread was about to be realized, although he initially appeared to find Britain a reassuring berth. Bath, the English city to which Zweig and his second wife, Lotte Altman, had moved earlier in the summer, was “not at all changed” by the impending outbreak of war. “Nobody hurries or seems excited; everything goes smoothly,” he notes. As the eight-month Phoney War ensued, Zweig’s admiration for the British appears to swell. “[T]he people are wonderful, the preparations seem to be perfect, the activity of this country, which is strong through [its] unity, is really overwhelming,” he writes.

But Zweig also complains of the frustration of no longer being able to write and be published in his mother tongue. What “oppresses [me] most,” he notes in sections of the diary which, unlike earlier entries, are written in English, is that “I am so imprisoned in a language which I cannot use.”  When his friend Sigmund Freud dies in London in late September 1939, Zweig writes: “I feel again my isolation in this country — I have no newspapers to write a few words, no opportunity to… say something and this after six years in England.”

As he awaits naturalization and British citizenship — it eventually comes in March 1940 — Zweig also writes of the “humiliation” of being officially classed as an “enemy alien” in the UK (he objects in particular to thus being implicitly designated as a German, believing that amounted to a tacit recognition of the annexation of Austria). Restrictions imposed on Germans and Austrians living in Britain at the outbreak of the war — such as having to report to the police on their travel plans — were “a shame [at] my age and in my position,” he writes. “My situation here is disgusting — isolated, without power and opportunity to express myself,” he complains in a later entry.

Storm of war

It is, however, the wider course of the war itself which dominates Zweig’s diary entries. From the outset, he is pessimistic about England’s prospects, fearful both of a Nazi victory and the human cost of fighting the war. “I cannot see how Germany can be defeated nor how England or even France can be broken,” he writes four days after the war’s outbreak. “I do not dare to hope that reason will still prevail and the war stopped before the real excitement begins.”

When the Soviets join the Nazis in carving up Poland in mid-September 1939, Zweig focuses his ire on British prime minister Neville Chamberlain who, he says, had frustrated prospects of an anti-Nazi alliance with the Russians. “The war from this moment on is a nearly… impossible struggle,” he states. “Never [has] a great power… been so annihilated by the stupidity of her leaders.”

As the Phoney War ends and the German Blitzkrieg begins in May 1940, Zweig’s mood darkens further. “We are now having the worst days of our lives. Once again, world history takes a new dramatic turn.” News that the Germans have occupied Amiens and could soon reach Abbeville and the Channel coast “took my breath away,” he writes. “This is a catastrophe.”

“For the first time we are sensing danger up close. I don’t think even an enemy landing can be ruled out… coming face to face with the Germans, after fleeing them for seven years, would be awful,” Zweig writes days later as Boulogne falls and the Nazis race towards Calais.

Enemy aliens, who were arrested in a big police round-up, leave London, England, May 17, 1940, under a heavy military escort for internment camps. (AP Photo)

Zweig does not, though, view Hitler’s apparent imminent victory simply through a personal lens. “To think that this liar is the master of the world,” he writes as Poland is dismembered. “Hitler’s most heinous crime,” he notes the following spring, “will be to have raised lies and fraud to a position of respectability, while now defining what has been judged criminal during Millenia as the art of governing and living.”

‘A great surge of energy’

While Zweig cheers Winston Churchill’s arrival in Downing Street — the new prime minister “quickly injected a great surge of energy into the country” — he questions whether England should fight on alone.

“I do not underestimate the English resilience, it is magnificent, but it would be extremely dangerous to prolong the fight over an acute sense of honour, as that would only lengthen the conflict not win it,” writes Zweig.

Surveying the bleak military situation — the Channel blockaded, the evacuation of British forces from Dunkirk underway and “not a whisper of encouragement from America” — Zweig concludes: “There’s no possibility of any true counter-attack.” Two weeks later, in mid-June 1940, he expresses his belief that “from now on I think individuals will be sacrificed in pursuit of impossible victory; in contrast defeat [of Germany] is totally inconceivable.”

Collapse

Against this backdrop, Zweig sinks into depression and despair. “I am barely able to think, my feelings are making me sick and I feel about to collapse,” he writes as he contemplates the kind of “peace” Hitler might impose on Britain. “This situation is paralyzing me; as horrible as it is, it’s only going to get worse,” he adds. The fall of France — “the most adorable country in Europe” — leads Zweig to ask: “Who is there to write for, what is there to live for?”

“In this section his diary entries on the war are a bit contradictory, reflecting his overwrought mental state resulting from the advance of Nazism,” says Blázquez. “These feelings increased his pessimistic view of the conflict, and his lack of confidence in an Allied victory drove him to adopt a defeatist attitude and, at his lowest moments, to believe that keeping up the fight against Germany would only be a senseless waste of lives.”

In this photo provided by the US Army Signal Corps, a miniature Eiffel Tower totters amid the wreckage in a street in the French town of Coutances, which was strongly contested by the Germans and Americans, August 3, 1944. The spire of the town’s cathedral is in the background. (AP Photo/U.S. Army Signal Corps)

Alongside his fear of a German invasion, Zweig is also acutely conscious of growing tension in Britain as the government orders the internment of “enemy aliens.” Although he has now been naturalized and thus escapes detention, he believes he is perceived as both “a bothersome outsider, a person still requiring caution” or even “the enemy.” “The distrust is discernible and will end up as hate,” he writes. “[T]he tenacity of the English will erode their good nature.”

But although Zweig ultimately decides to leave the UK for Brazil, he repeatedly debates the merits of taking refuge in another country and starting afresh. “I still see no country to which I would really want to go. I feel too exhausted to pick up everything and emigrate,” he writes in May 1940. Days later, he returns again to the topic. “I don’t know what to decide! I must let the dice fall as they may, as any overt act of will on my part would make me responsible for everything.”

Painful pinnacle

Ultimately, his fear of his fate should the Nazis invade Britain led Zweig — after a few frantic days in London obtaining the necessary paperwork — to set sail for New York from Liverpool on June 25, 1940. After a month in the United States, Zweig and his wife disembarked in Rio de Janeiro in late August.

While they provide a window into Zweig’s troubled state of mind, the diaries, believes Blázquez, also show the novelist reaching “maturity both as a person and as a writer.” f his best work,” Blázquez says, noting that the diaries “contain interesting details of his working method and how he constructed his works ‘Maríe Antoinette,’ ‘Balzac’ and the English edition of ‘Decisive Moments in History.’” The diaries also show him beginning to think ahead to his posthumously published autobiography, “The World of Yesterday.”

“During this decade he produced some of his best work,” Blázquez says, noting that the diaries “contain interesting details of his working method and how he constructed his works ‘Maríe Antoinette,’ ‘Balzac’ and the English edition of ‘Decisive Moments in History.’” The diaries also show him beginning to think ahead to his posthumously published autobiography, “The World of Yesterday.”

Despite his undoubted professional success — over the course of two days in August 1936, for instance, over 3,000 people turned out to hear Zweig speak during a visit to Rio — the diaries also reveal Zweig’s profound insecurities. After a visit to New York in January 1935, the novelist notes his “growing fear of all types of public events.” Even smaller gatherings appear to make him anxious. “My inability to speak with people around a large table increases,” he writes. “I lack the aptitude for and the interest in social life.”

Nonetheless, the diaries are littered with references to Zweig’s active social life, with visits to cafes, restaurants and the theater interspersed with “sumptuous” dinner parties. When he sails to America in 1935, Zweig travels with his friend Arturo Toscanini and later joins the composer’s wife and legendary New York mayor Fiorello La Guardia (“looks like an Italian bartender,” the novelist notes) in a box for a concert.

The diaries also detail Zweig’s relationship with the composer Richard Strauss — “that hearty, ruddy-faced good-natured Bavarian.” Strauss later defied the Nazis and refused to remove his librettist’s name from the program when “The Silent Woman” received its premiere in Dresden in 1935. (It was banned after three performances when the Gestapo intercepted a letter from Strauss to Zweig which was critical of the regime). Soon after, Strauss was made to quit his post as Reichsmusikkammer president.

The playwright Gerhart Hauptmann, of whom Zweig writes in 1931 “one perceives timidity, a sweet nature and goodness in his gaze,” proved rather more willing to accommodate himself to the Nazis. The former socialist’s decision to remain living and working in the Third Reich was, in turn, ruthlessly exploited by the Nazis for its propaganda value.

For Zweig, as a Jew, no such accommodation was offered or accepted. Instead, the Nazis forced him into exile, hastened his death and, he believed, robbed him of the language in which he wrote the novels and plays which had won him such popularity and acclaim around the world.

https://www.timesofisrael.com/diaries-show-literary-giant-stefan-zweigs-inner-turmoil-as-nazis-stormed-europe/

Sunday, October 24, 2021

Covid Diaries: A Celebration Of Life Under Lockdown

From southwarknews.co.uk

A snapshot in time of the unknown

London, UK: Multidisciplinary artist, poet and Slade alumni Michelle Baharier is displaying work inspired by her own experience of the Pandemic.  COVID Diaries presents one artist’s perspective – a snapshot in time of the unknown.

The artist’s partner was hospitalised from COVID before the first lockdown and she was forced to quarantine. Faced with her partner’s severe illness, her own precarious mental health, a broken washing machine, and a leaking sink that no plumber would attend to, Michelle kept herself grounded by recording her experience with digital drawing, painting, photography, and by keeping a daily diary.

COVID Diaries: A Celebration of Life Under Lockdown brings the human condition to light, letting our emotions flow with her bold use of palette and texture, reflecting our shared experience back at us.

The show includes commissioned portraits of artist Penny Pepper, actress & activist Liz Carr, disabled journalist & editor of the Disability News Service John Pring, disability rights campaigner and member of the House of Lords Baroness Jane Campbell, and live art, performance and video artist Katherine Araniello.


During her week at the gallery, Michelle will be working on handmade limited editions of her diary from March 2020 as the gallery will give her space, time & opportunity to explore her photos & drawings, collecting them into the first of many book-pieces.

The artist’s work exploring the range of human emotions is available for purchase; take home a new image for your living room and/or workspace. Michelle takes commissions & is on site to discuss your requirements. 

In 2021 Michelle received awards from the Arts Council England Lottery Fund to create The Walkie Talkies – digital art pieces and a Developing Your Creative Practice grant which is supporting this exhibition. 

Sprout Arts, 74 Moyser Rd, London SW16 6SQ from Monday 22 to Saturday 27 November 2021 -11 am- 5 pm

Private view Tuesday 23 November 6:30 – 8:30pm

Bring a Covid Poem to read on Saturday 27 November (4-6pm)

https://www.southwarknews.co.uk/news/49209-2/



Sunday, October 10, 2021

Feeling anxious? Start journalling; expressive writing can ease symptoms of depression, anxiety

From economictimes.indiatimes.com

Although there is now less stigma around mental health care, treatment remains out of reach for many

Over many centuries, journals have served as tools for recording history, as emotional outlets and as creative stimulants. In the current age of self-care and self-optimisation — not to mention digital overload — logbooks are resurging, this time as a means of supporting one’s mental health.

The Anti-Anxiety Notebook, a tidy blue-and-white volume, is one example. It takes a page, or several, from cognitive behavioural therapy, featuring worksheets that aim to challenge cognitive distortions — the thought patterns that can make anxiety worse, such as catastrophizing (assuming the most disastrous possibility will play out) or self-blaming (“believing that you are entirely responsible for a negative situation,” as the book’s appendix puts it).

“When we were writing this notebook, we were thinking, ‘How do we put tools into people’s hands?’ ” said Hod Tamir, a clinical adviser to the book’s parent company, Therapy Notebooks. “It’s hard to sift through academic literature to figure out how to deal with your anxiety.” And, he noted, “not everyone can go to therapy.”

Therapy Notebooks has sold more than 100,000 copies of the Anti-Anxiety Notebook, which retails for $38, since it was released last summer. The company received an early Instagram boost from an admirer: actress Lili Reinhart, a star of the CW’s 'Riverdale', who has spoken openly about dealing with anxiety and depression. “Wes and I had nothing to do with it,” Varshil Patel, who founded Therapy Notebooks with Wesley Zhao, said of Reinhart’s post.

All told, their company works with 10 psychologists to create its products. In November, Therapy Notebooks will release a more academic guidebook focused on depression.

The potential value of mental health care has not escaped businesses. Venture capital firms invested $852 million in mental health tools in the first quarter of 2021, an increase of 73% since the same period last year, according to CB Insights, an analytics firm.

And there’s a documented demand for such tools. “Individuals are seeking out treatment at levels we’ve never seen before,” said Vaile Wright, senior director of health care innovation at the American Psychological Association.

“You’re seeing more hospitalizations and suicidal ideation,” Wright said. “People are experiencing more depression, anxiety and substance abuse. But you’ve also seen an increase in acceptance of mental health care, with celebrities and athletes speaking out about it more.” She said that self-directed cognitive behavioural therapy — in a journal, for example — is effective at reducing symptoms of depression or anxiety, particularly when the case is mild.


                                                               Writing by hand is also a way to get offline

Although there is now less stigma around mental health care, treatment remains out of reach for many. About one-third of people who needed mental health care in the past year were not able to get it, a Kaiser Family Foundation poll from earlier this year found. The top two challenges? Finding a provider and covering the cost. (Not all providers take insurance, and there are out-of-pocket costs with many who do.)

Though diary-keeping has been a popular practice at least since the 10th century by women in the Japanese court, its therapeutic effects were first studied by James Pennebaker in 1986. A recent review of scientific literature found that expressive writing can ease symptoms of depression, anxiety and other disorders; increase psychological well-being; and support resilience and recovery from trauma.

When people use writing to express themselves, Wright said, they “increase emotional regulation, clarify life goals, find meaning and give voice to feelings, which can help construct a meaningful story.” She added that looking back through old journal entries can remind the writer of the times she struggled but persevered.

Anyone who has bought a blank diary in a fit of inspiration and then left it to gather dust knows that spontaneous journaling can be hard to keep up with. “These guided journals have that extra benefit of focusing the content,” Wright said. “It’s almost like a bridge to doing it with a therapist.”

Writing by hand is also a way to get offline. Papier, a stationery company in London, created its Wellness Journal ($32.99) last October after employees noticed that customers were using its paper products to unplug. “There was a general kind of interest in analog, people switching off technology because they were inundated with Zoom calls and had no distinction between life and work,” said Sophie Agar, the company’s global brand director.

Inside, the journal is “quite directional in some areas, but we leave some space for interpretation,” Agar said. “There’s space for intentions, sleep and water monitoring, meal planning, tracking your mood.” Papier has sold 60,000 copies of the Wellness Journal.

The Human Being Journal, which went on sale last November, offers a similar combination of introspection and goal setting. Created by Genevive Savundranayagam and Sheba Zaidi, who quit their jobs in corporate communications in February 2020 to start a company called Mahara Mindfulness, the journal starts with a vision board with different categories, such as career, health, travel and community. Further on, there are questions that are meant to challenge the addressee, such as “How comfortable are you being alone?”

Already, the Human Being Journal has appeared in Oprah Daily’s Healthy Living Guide; on Kourtney Kardashian’s lifestyle site, Poosh; and on Lauren Conrad’s gift guide. (Oprah Winfrey has her own “The Life You Want” planner going on sale at the end of this month.) So far, women far outpace men when it comes to journaling, at least according to sales figures. Eighty percent of the customers of Therapy Notebooks are women, and 90% of Papier’s entire customer base is female.

Buying these notebooks isn’t enough; to benefit from them, one must set aside time to reflect. The Human Being Journal founders recommend sitting down with their guidebook once a month for a year.

“I light a candle and spend an hour with myself,” Savundranayagam said. “We’re not a journal you do quickly. It takes time. But you don’t stumble into a dream life.”

https://economictimes.indiatimes.com/magazines/panache/feeling-anxious-star-journalling-expressive-writing-can-ease-symptoms-of-depression-anxiety/articleshow/86887363.cms


Tuesday, October 5, 2021

Mood Tracking: Journaling and How To Get Started

From blog.energeticcity.ca

Our emotions can change daily, hourly, or even minute-to-minute due to unexpected events that can trigger mood shifts. For instance, you can wake up feeling calm and then get news in a phone call that instantly makes you anxious or sad. On the flip side, receiving a gift basket or a dozen roses can spark joy and brighten an otherwise bleak day!

Feelings are dynamic – they can change for many reasons or no reason at all. If you already keeping a journal, you’re probably recording your thoughts and feelings. If you’re thinking of starting a journal or trying to understand what drives changes in your mood, a mood tracker is a fun and informative tool.

Read on to discover what mood tracking is and how to get started!

What Is Mood Tracking?

Everyone knows what journaling, or keeping a diary, is – but mood tracking is a bit of a different concept. A bullet journal (bujo for short) is a popular modern journaling system that uses bullet points to log daily activities, create to-do lists, set goals, and much more. The concept involves writing a series of short, simple sentences that describe daily events or future tasks instead of writing a long, narrative “story” about an experience.

Mood tracking in a bullet journal is an easy way to keep track of how you feel throughout any given day. Entries can be as simple or as detailed as you want. On the page for January 30th, you might write “phone call with (name here) – happy.” The idea is to track how your mood changes, and why, day to day. 

It’s also helpful to use a colour chart in order to define different emotions. For example, blue = sad, orange = ambitious, red = angry, green = joyful. At the end of each month, you can look back and track how often you felt each emotion, and see if there are any changes you’d like to make.

Remember, it’s your personal record – there is no “right” or “wrong” way to do it. The important part is developing a system that’s easy and makes sense to you.

Mood Tracking Benefits

Why should you take time out of your schedule to track your mood? First and foremost, mental wellbeing impacts physical health. Recognizing factors that influence or impact moods and emotions are a crucial way to maintain positive mental health. According to the Mayo Clinic, anxiety can trigger headaches, and excessive stress can contribute to high blood pressure, heart disease, diabetes, and more. Some people eat more when they’re sad, and others eat less, causing unhealthy fluctuations in body weight. Being in tune with your moods can help you identify triggers and potentially avoid situations that might bring you down, set you off, or cause negative physical consequences. By discovering emotional patterns, you can proactively aim to prevent negative moods.

Do you feel more anxious during work meetings or doctor’s appointments? Do you feel sad during colder temperatures and shorter days of winter? Identifying situational feelings like these, enables you to take positive action. Maybe you’ll take a walk on a sunny winter day to lift your spirits. You could also spend a few minutes meditating before an important conference call.

Overall, mood tracking can help you counteract negative feelings as they arise and boost your mental and physical wellbeing.

Creative Mood Trackers

There are lots of creative ways to track your moods! Here are a few we particularly like:

  1. If you’ve ever enjoyed doing paint-by-number, try making your own colour-by-number mood tracking pictures. Draw or paint a picture of a snowflake or a mountain, and label it with the days of January (1-31). Next, create a colour legend (as described earlier) and colour each numbered section to match your mood.
  2. Blank scrapbook pages filled with photos, drawings, or notes, are another option. Use stickers or paper cut-outs to represent your daily emotions. Ten smiley faces on a June page/drawing means you were happy at least 10 days out of 30 that month!
  3. Collecting coloured marbles or hard candies in a mason jar each day is another out-of-the-box mood-tracking idea. In this case, three watermelon Jolly Ranchers (green = joyful) in a jar with 27 black jellybeans (black = despair) might mean April was a tough month. Compare jar contents each month to identify any emotional trends.

The sky’s the limit in creating a mood tracker that works for you! Create whatever you think you can do consistently and you may start to see patterns in your moods.

Traditional Journals and Digital Options

Many people like to physically write, sketch, and mood tracking in a traditional journal – Moleskine, for example, is a well-known brand. Others prefer keeping a digital diary. Tracking daily, monthly, and yearly moods in an Excel spreadsheet is a fantastic paperless option. Finally, mood tracking apps like MoodKit and MoodTracker are available for iPhone and Android devices.

So grab that bullet journal and few coloured pencils, and start your mood tracking journey now!

https://blog.energeticcity.ca/active-aging/2021/10/04/mood-tracking-101-journaling-and-how-to-get-started/

Friday, October 1, 2021

Service & Sacrifice: WWI veteran's diary brings the past to life

From wpsdlocal6.com

MCCRACKEN COUNTY, KY — The last living World War I veteran, Florence Green, a British citizen who served in the Allied Armed Forces, died in 2012 at 110 years old. When we lose a veteran of any war, we lose a wealth of knowledge. But the past can be preserved and even be brought to back life.

William Anthony Kitchen

William Anthony Kitchen


William and Tony Kitchen helped us do that. These two are not strangers to our airwaves. William, a WWII veteran, rode on the B-25 "Mitchell" Bomber when it came to Paducah in June as part of Honor Flight Bluegrass' Barnstorming Tour Across Kentucky. His son Tony was by his side for the occasion. I learned after talking with them that they come from a long line of Service & Sacrifice. William's father served in WWI and kept a diary for five months, logging his trip from New Jersey to the front line in France. His son and grandson helped bring his words and experiences to life.

KITCHENS

William Kitchen and Tony Kitchen read passages from William's father's diary. He kept it during his time overseas during WWI


"Diary of William Anthony Kitchen, Army Field Clerk. In case of accident notify Mr. and Mrs. J.E. Kitchen, Edgar Springs, MO: my father and mother. I was born in Edgar Springs, MO, Sept. 19, 1894."

Saturday March 23, 1918

"We left New York this morning at about 3:30. I did not discover the fact until about 5 o'clock. I got up, dressed and went out on deck, but we were out of sight of land.

"All lights go out at 6 p.m., except in the saloon. just as soon as the door opens they go out in there too. So there is no chance for a light to be exposed to the enemy."

Sunday March 24, 1918

"And it was rock-a bye baby all last night. The boat all day too and seasickness is plentiful. Lots of heaving and losing all their nourishment."

Thursday March 28, 1918

"A ship stayed off the horizon for three or more hours this afternoon. It appeared to be following us for it neither gained nor lost ground. About dusk the cruiser went out after her and was gone about four hours before returning. No news yet as to what the strange craft was or what happened. The war zone will be reached in about two days now."

Sunday March 31, 1918

KITCHEN DIARY

"This is Easter Sunday. I had no idea when Easter was until last night. In harmony with the occasion, eggs were served at breakfast.

"We crossed the 30 degree line about 8 am today. This is not the actual war zone as prescribed by Germany, but it is so recognized by the United States as no chances are taken. All guns are uncovered and loaded ready for action. Everyone is now wearing their life preservers wherever they go."

Tuesday April 2, 1918

"A year ago tonight I was in Washington and heard President Wilson deliver his message calling for a declaration of war against Germany. Little did I think then that a year hence I would be on the ocean bound for Europe."

Thursday April 4, 1918

"A soldier and a sailor died on ship last night. We had a big battle with submarines this afternoon... suddenly at 12:20 pm the ship received a terrible jar... I was sure that we had been torpedoed.... I then looked about 1500 yards aft and saw great explosions in the water and columns of spray were shooting high into the air... it was the concussion of these explosions that was jarring the ship...."

KITCHEN SHRAPNEL

A piece of German shrapnel from WWI

Friday April 5, 1918

"Tied up at dock just before sundown and one of the first sights that greeted my eyes was some Austrian and German prisoners piling lumber... Many American soldiers and sailors were on the docks to greet us and the boys on the ship divided their cigarettes and candy with them.

"Several French soldiers just back from the front were around. Some of them looked to be 50 years old. They were rather dirty, unshaven, and presented a very untidy appearance. They were a pitiful sight and the saying 'France is bled white' is very near the truth if these soldiers are typical to the French army."

Thursday May 23, 1918

"Met a Mr. Brown of St. Louis who is in the YMCA. He was in Paris last night when the Germans made an air raid on the city. He said all the sirens mad a noise that caused one's blood to curdle. The barrage fire was fierce, in fact the worst he ever heard and he has been in air raids on London."

Wednesday May 29, 1918

"We packed up today to leave. It is not known yet where we go. The orders have been changed so much it's difficult to form an opinion...

"Some sharp flashes to the east. It was the cannoning on the front. No sounds could be heard, but the continued flashes plainly indicated that the artillery duel was raging with terrible fury."

Saturday June 1, 1918

MEUSE-ARGONNE OFFENSIVE

Meuse-Argonne Offensive, National Archives

"We traveled all night last night. I did not sleep a bit... only 3 miles from the front. It was lively too. A nice artillery duel was raging, and occasionally the Germans dropped shells on a hillside which was just across the way from where I was... a German plane attempted to come over, but the anti-aircraft fire sent him back....

"I saw some very pitiful sights, the fruits of war. Old men, women, and children with a few cherished belongings, perhaps all their earthly possessions, were streaming along the road en route to a place of safety...

"I have decided to discontinue keeping my diary from day to day as I consider it too dangerous. When the proper time comes, I will write a brief of the most important things that occur in the meantime."

William was there for the Battle of Chateau-Thierry, the Battle of Saint-Mihiel and the Meuse-Argonne Offensive. He wasn't in the trenches fighting, but he was in the trenches performing important secretarial work, like the number and names of casualties.

This isn't the last you'll see of William's son, William, and grandson, Tony Kitchen. Both men will travel to Washington, D.C., on October 20 with Honor Flight Bluegrass to see the monuments built in their honour. I'll be there with them, as will Brianna ClarkJames Priewe and Mason Watkins, to document the emotional journey from Paducah to our nation's capital.

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